I couldn’t believe it was happening again. I couldn’t keep my eyes off of Denver. If I looked at the screen again I would break down. If I looked at the doctor again I would break down. The ultrasound I was supposed to take home to start a collection of memories of my beautiful baby was now being printed off to keep in my file. Numb. I felt numb. Somehow, we made it to the car. We shut our car doors and let ourselves grieve for our second angel baby.

Welcome to my first blog post on this site! I have a shared blog with friends that I've written on for a few years, but I thought it would be nice to have my own personal space to share with you all!